8 February 2008 - I'm tired of going no where!

I am 18 and i thought i would have done more by now... but here i am - sitting and waiting 4 something to happen... well its not. I'm not living my own life! i'm living the life others expect of me. that is the life i have never wanted. i am tired of people telling me i'm unrealistic in what i say i am going to do! Well F U people! college isnt going any where. And how long do we really have to live? no one knows! so i'm going to live my life and people cant tell me what i'm going to do with my life. my mom can laugh all she wants i dont care any more!!!!